I don’t post enough, so I’ll share this here too.
1. two or three years ago, I probably would have said I’d been in love three times in my life, but I’ve since made the distinction between love and infatuation. I’ve been in love once, and I am happy.
2. I never struggled with my sexuality. In fact, I have always liked that I’m gay. it made me ‘special’ and interesting. :)
3. In fact, I think being gay has actually made my life better. If I were straight, I sincerely doubt I would be anywhere near as motivated as I am now.
4. I think I would make a good drag queen, but will never actually do it. I find drag fascinating/thrilling though.
5. I often feel like the black sheep in my family, but it doesn’t really bother me.
6. I really like my feet. They have high arches and are purdy.
7. I have always wanted to live in a house with a furnished basement I can claim as a movie room/library. I love watching movies in cool, dark basements.
8. Getting to know myself over the last two years has made me realize I like who I am. Haters to the left.
9. I believe in ghosts and am absolutely terrified at the thought of waking up to see someone standing at the end of my bed.
10. My mother used to think I was psychic because I could tell her times and dates of phone calls she would receive, knew my uncle was going to die before it happened, and had creepy dreams about things I shouldn’t have known about. Oooooo.
11. I have a recurring dream where I’m still in high school, it’s the end of semester, and I’ve suddenly realized I’m supposed to be in my math exam. Dream-Jared is freaking out because he realized he meant to withdraw from the class, never did, and is now going to fail the class. I always wake up really confused, stressed, and disoriented. All the time.
12. I’m currently loving Korean pop music. I don’t know what any of the songs are about, but whatever.
13. The idea of quitting my job, selling my possessions, and moving to a different country to be a drifter seems frighteningly appealing to me sometimes. And I LIKE my job…
14. If I had to choose between saving a stranger, or a stranger’s dog from a burning house, I might just pick the dog. And I realize this makes me look horribly fucked up.
15. I’ve become increasingly interested in non-fiction literature in the last two years. Recent favorites all deal with the Cultural Revolution and Tiananmen Square Massacre in China. Used to hate history class, but am loving it now.
16. I’ve always kinda assumed I was going to die tragically. That sounds more dramatic then it should.
17. I’m incredibly bad at keeping friendships alive. It’s not because I don’t care, (because I really do) but I naturally tend to keep to myself and enjoy my own company. Maintaining friendships takes effort for me sometimes. The fact I still have several close friends really does surprise me.
18. My dad remarried without telling me or inviting me to the wedding. He’s called me once in the past six years and I’ve never actually been introduced to his wife or two new kids. But I’m not mad at him. I actually feel kinda bad for him to be honest.
19. I will always have a strong attachment to ‘Jurassic Park’ for reasons I can’t really explain to anyone else. To simplify, the movie means a lot to me for a bunch of emotional reasons.
20. I have only been able to hold one grudge in my life and I think I’m getting over it finally. I just can’t stay mad at people. Too much wasted energy.
21. There are only two things I’ve ever wanted in my life but haven’t acted on yet. I’ve been very fortunate to have acted on almost all of my desires and have been fairly successful with them. There’s still time for those final two.
22. I’ve moved nine times since graduating high school six(?) years ago.
23. I’ve eaten more ketchup then most people will eat in their entire lives. I eat a disgusting amount of condiments.
24. I like to think I have decent fashion sense, but absolutely refuse to give up my birkenstocks.
25. I sometimes worry I’m sociopathic because I get really uncomfortable when people are upset and I never know how to respond correctly.
